so its the last day of 2005
the 365th day
in 2 hrs it'll be the new year
so fast its another year liao
n hopefully it'll be a better year

one wish for the new year.
tt's to spend more time with the ppl i love
n realli enjoy the last 2 yrs of sec sch life
cos once its over, it'll nv be back...
the next 2 yrs will be diff
very diff from the first 2
not only the extra pressure
but alot of social stuff as well
things will change, nth is forever...

next year diff cls
it'll be a new enviroment
totally new enviroment
the lanscape is ever changing..
so i guess i'll jus have to change some of my minset
to realli enjoy my time in sch.

last post here le.
gonna sae gdbye
it'll be gone in 2 daes.
i dont want to
yet i dont have a choice.

its christmas eve.
so yah,
merry christmas
to whoever who wants to be wished

to all those lonely souls out there
and those who are feeling down and unhappy
cheer up and forget everything
plae some music
watch some tv
talk to a fren
anything
cos we shouldnt realli be unhappy
but the unhappy feeling always come sometime in life
so yah,
at least for 2nite
lets all be happy
and realli have fun
it can be done, even if u're alone

i tink this might be the last post of my blog
or at least the 2nd last post
before this blog comes to a close
we'll see how things turn out
this blog..
is for frens i cant talk to or meet often to see whats gng on in my life
its for ppl who jus wants to noe wad im about
its where i write wad i feel in words
its where i jus sometimes write to vent fustration
where i write in the midst of happiness
n where i write abt my life
but for some reason,
i believe it has to go
if its not now, its soon

tt's abt all bah.

1 more week+ b4 sch starts
im sort of like looking forward to school
though i want holidays to continue
wad do i want?
nvm..

sort of had fun at trng 2dae.
been some time since i had such fun
but yeah,
it couldnt been possible without the company

cls outing postponed =(
hopefully more ppl can go next week lah
i relli want to get tgt again

gonna try and finish as much hwk as possible
hopefully cant pia by this week
yea, i'll be able to do so.

hongjie

finally decide to post after a long abscence. yeah, sch's starting soon. real soon. 2 more weeks only.

some stuff i wanna do in these 2 weeks:

1) finish homework
2) pack my room
3) have a realli realli good rest
4) get my life back in order
5) clear everything on my mind before school starts

been feeling really tired lately. but yet i refuse to rest. i dunno wad is getting into me le. some kind of mindset shift. shant reveal too much.

im tired. shall blog more another dae.

having trng tmr.
hopefully it'll be alright
or not i die liao
den have bbal chalet after tt.

its gonna be a pretty busy week
2dae's the onli free dae
after tt..
d entire week is filled le.

combi results out
got my first choice
but now knowing wad im up against
i sort of regret chosing tt
hiya.
but jus have to live with it

had basketball trng todae.
wad can i sae?
was still okae
at least i didnt feel like dying
it was tough
but it always is

after trng went to je n eat
had pizza
we like sat in pizza hut for 40 mins b4 placing order
ahahaha
jus to wait for 130 where we can all get $2 our meals.
but nvm
at least we sat and talk alot
and yah, had fun cheese-ing with sec2s.
ate like..so much so much of tt cheese.
it was a full bottle when we went there
and it barely had anything left when we left
tt's all for 2dae.

one more thing
i remember sth SOMEONE said.
this SOMEONE
asked us sec2s to continue working hard
and tt we wad still have chance.
haha
and i was laughing away when he said tt.

wow. these few daes have been cold. no sun. i like it. n hopefully it continues this way. hah. (got deeper meaning de). its like raining n raining n raining. =)

okae. so its the end of the mechatronics thing. tried my hand at programming a robot. first time doing so. n it was pretty cheem i have to sae. at least to me . most of it dont make any sense to me at all. n after hours n hours of staring at the computer trying to make the robot work..in the end, wasnt really that ideal, at least comparing to the champs' standard. they were good. but nvm, it was a gd experience lah. learnt new stuff, though it can be quite sian at times. n altho i have absolutely zero intrest in robots n stuff..i managed to go thru the whole thing. n yah, it was more for the experience and knowing what a robot is. =)

this is 4th week of hols le. so fast. soon, november will be over le. n yah, veh soon, hols will be over le. n i will be a sec3 student. tt's weird. =)